Venting: so mad at what xh is doing to my kids. How can a father continue to hurt his kids for his new ones. How can you treat you kids like second class citizens bc you have replaced them? I know there is no making sense of this but wtf. As a human being and father how can you make- all of a sudden- new kids a priority?! Wtf! I am so mad at him!

S18 has already replaced his ride and did not have xh pick him up.

D14 called me in tears this morning. She had asked her dad to pick her up bc she knew she wasn't going to mak the bus. He said he'd take her. She was waiting and waiting then called him. She said he was with "her" (meaning HWW" and she was so upset. All she could hear was a baby messing around.

She said she kept asking xh, "where are you?" Bc he was supposed to pick her up. He wod not say anything. She kept asking and all she could hear was a baby: xh would not answer AND THE. HE HUNG UP ON D14!!

He can't tell the truth! He can face what he is doing! It is sick! I felt so bad for d14. She was crying and didn't know what to do. It made me sick to my stomach hearing about her listening to the baby- I can't imaging how she felt. It is upsetting for so many reasons.

Ugh. While I was on the phone, he showed up and was beeping in the driveway. How can he live like this?