Work besties bestie came in, he's funny and does treat me like wb. Which is nice to be treated like a normal human. We have farm stuff in common so it's like talking to a gf.
The plan is water all the seeds that are out there treat people well and as friends eventually something will come my way.
Perhaps I'm pushing to much impatience, without meaning to. The thing is double standards with bloke and women just annoys me. Blokes are expected to pick up without feeling without strings, but women are frowned on.
I just want some icing not long term per say but just occasionally would be ok!
I need a break from the frustration. Brd is all over the shop not just with me, so I wasn't taking it personal, now even less so.
Sides any one of the dudes I have an eye on would be ok. Bit tough to have a choice, first time in recorded history.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
