I'm feeling pretty relaxed today. I think just knowing that I don't have to figure anything out or perform is a nice feeling. This thing with AM was a long shot from the start and now I pretty much know it's going nowhere...at least not for a long while. That's fine. I was hoping to find an Adventist lady who I could spend time with...maybe I still will but most likely not. Anyway, spent the day doing photography and my mind was peaceful.
Tonight she texts me "Hey, guess what I'm doing. I'm painting my nails!" I wrote back "AM, you are a wild woman!" ...and she just posted on FB a photo of the back of my head during the church service Saturday...she makes me laugh
It may sound silly but I get a warm feeling when I get that simple one word text in the evening, "goodnight". It's been a long time since someone thinks of me before she goes to bed. Nice feeling!