All the work I did today barely made a dent in all there is to do. I want to be more minimalist but I didn't acquire all this stuff by myself -- there is a whole garage full of hardware supplies and equipment that won't fit in his swank little bachelor pad, and some of it I'm going to need to own as a homeowner. But he's of the "I can't find it so I'll buy a new one" mindset and so there's multiples of everything and guess whose job it's going to be to pack up and/or dispose of a lot of it?
I need this chapter of my life closed. Then maybe I can heal enough to be less resentful. But every time I go to work on some part of it it's like the scab gets ripped off and I'm bleeding again.
This is so overwhelming.
Me42, H40 D12, S8, S7 A revealed: 7/13 Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15
