Confused & mix messages part 2

[Cherry]

I'm finding this situation so difficult. I know I need to leave him to it and lovingly distance myself but it's so difficult to when you have the thought of them with another woman and you are struggling!! I think baby is picking up on the negativity and is being difficult, not sleeping etc. he on the other hand thinks it is perfectly fine to be out all the time and leave me to it. I feel like a single parent and I'm finding it difficult. I go from feeling I can do this and wanting my husband back- to almost leaving him and finding some place else to stay.
I'm not sleeping and struggling with our baby whilst he is out with his OW I have no doubt- though he tells me he is out with his male mates.