Complex No. 6 - The turtle and the rabbit

[Complex]

We made 'friends' again yesterday and W was more friendly and I actually learned one more time how to understand her better.
I can really see why she thinks we are not made for each other.
The discussions we had the last couple days really showed that we talk around each other still. Wheh there is just the slightest of heat we cannot communicate properly. We are on such a different level. Still I'm trying, she's blocking then.
Still in my opinion nothing for me personally to give up already, but we all know that.
Hard part: making friends with her makes me love her. Seeing the person she can be doesn't help me letting her go. it was easier to not like her...but that's always the easier way. Love is the harder one.

Good I have a DB coach session on Monday. I feel a little lost right now...not sure what my 'strategy' should be...not my tactics.
...besides continuing my own stuff..