I can see when we look at one another the physical attraction is definitely there. Had a day out with baby again today. It is hard painting on a smile sometimes when inside you're wondering where your H is, then they come in 24 hours later again.. I act like all is well again.. He quizzes where me and baby have been.. I do wonder if he ever wishes he went out with us, then I tell myself not to think what is he thinking. He's like a teenage boy, when he is happy talking he's almost bragging the flirty way when we met- only these things don't really impress me anymore- I'm his w and a mother, I need a real man.
He alternates between wearing his ring, and wearing on at different finger. At first I used to mention it, now I dont. It's like he wants a reaction.


Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16