Well I slept on that idea and have decided I won't do it. I suppose it was the mix of feeling better and seeing them both on that IM app together at the same time. That could have been coincidence really, and at this point what does it matter: she has lied repeatedly, slept with him repeatedly, admitted she got 'raged' when he went cold on her, that she was 'obsessed' with him, so it would have been an almighty coincidence that she magically stopped seeing him the day I confronted her. Though imagining her with OM makes my skin crawl, I think at some point yesterday a penny dropped in my mind and my thoughts changed; I no longer feel so emotionally bound to her. I know things must run their course and what will be will be. Sure, I will do things to aid the process where I can but I'm not in control of it so why worry so much. By the time we are done one way or the other I am going to be such a fantastically new and improved person that it would be her loss. That said, thinking of my children being brought up in a broken home is heart wrenching. I do want the best for them in life and this is not the greatest start is it?
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BD - 30TH JAN 2015 S - 30TH JAN 2015 PA CONFIRMED - 16TH FEB 2015 (SINCE AT LEAST OCT 2014) CONTINUAL TALK OF D ME: 31 W: 28 T: 10yrs M: 4.5yrs D:5, S:6
