The book of Lou - Chapter 3

[LouR]

Thank you kml, Gwen, Vge, Beatrice and job for your kind words and well wishes. I can always count on you to lift the spirits.

Good for you Lou. You are my inspiration. I see your positive side and it is beautiful.

Gwen; Inspiration! well, I am not sure about that, but thanks, I am trying to keep positive and remind myself that I have no control over anything apart from what I do and what I think.

You are doing so well - MLCers, as you know, bounce all over the place with their emotions.

Yes suree, h is definitely emotional at the moment, I think the death of his friend has hit him hard. He is now at the point of questioning what he has done - more the new relationship so quickly than the leaving me though I think. I am not sure he will ever regret that - he has not acheived what he set out to do yet.

So today I worked for the morning cleaning motel rooms,its the same motel s18 and I are staying in so I am having my wages taken off my bill. I have been asked if I want to do some more hours so that is good. We moved s18 out of his place today. Tomorrow the job hunt begins.

S21 text me to say that h had asked him for my mobile number and he gave it to him, he hoped that was ok - I replied no worries, but would prefer next time if he was give my number out to someone could it be to a hot guy :o) to which s21 laughed at.

Although I am not expecting anymore contact from h, I do want to prepare myself for that possibility now he has my number, I don't want to get sucked in, he still has that affect on me.

So thats all from me - thanks for checking in. Life is an interesting adventure if you let it be!