Every day, every discussion with her..she gets more distant for me personally. I feel incredibly distant and I started doubting again that I actually really want to save my marriage. I just don't deserve this. Especially now when I see how much I have developed personally. Being a better person, taking the high road..and W is continuing with NO regret, NO change, whatsoever...even more just trying to pick fights, present herself and me in a negative light. This is not the person I know. I really thought she is one that is able to reflect on things. It's so hard. But I already showed so much patience, and I have some more, but I do not know for how long.
Me 32 (German) Wife 28 T 3yrs M 2yrs Moved to US for W No kids BD 6/2014 In house separation Confirmed EA 1/2015 (ongoing since BD) OM not ready Real D talk started 1/27/15
