I was just reading TO today and how she is trying to make her M work, now that her and H are back together.
She went through hell, he told her many times that the M was over, that he was over.
Along the way she tough that it was all over and that she would never rescue her M. They even started the D papers.
So Jim, you never know. The truth, and this bothers me too, is that you need to move forward and let the time heal all the wounds you and your partner have. And maybe, just maybe things can change and there is some chance.
You sound sad, but has a head over your shoulders. You know it's hard and difficult all what you going through, but you are also trying to improve and move towards a better place in your life.
It may not feel good, but will make you stronger, a better person and may be the exactly thing that will call her attention back to you.
Keep strong my friend, it's one day at a time. There is always hope if you want to do the hard work.
