I will try my best. I know about all this travel stuff, but I can't mention it to H or he may change the password to his work page.
Need to be neutral, like you said, just business. What for us it was always a hard thing. We always end up in hugs, kisses and sometimes even further. This may be a 180s for me. Casual, and then with no much interest.
I need to find a way to act as if. As if we are D already. Now, if H start the "I love you talk" I want to say to him that it is not appropriate any more to say these kind of words to me.
I don't even know how to say it, beside just saying that it is not good for me, or that I don't want to hear it anymore. I don't know, but I need to find the way he stop this BS.
It hurts to hear someone always say "I love you", I will always love you and no one will ever be as important as you are for me, I cry most nights because I miss you, I was not a good H for you, you are amazing, you are the best.
Sure, he needs to add to this... And I don't want you anymore in my life.
So, had enough, will find the way to stop the nightmare.
I also think that after this financial stuff resolved, there will be a more peaceful time because we won't need to interact as much anymore.
Love your support, my life is better because of all of you are in it. XOXO Pink
