Depress, hang in there. Draw closer to God and stick to the steps. It works. Work on making yourself the kind of woman only a fool would leave. You are on the right track.
Has he filed for divorce or has there been any formal movement that direction?
Me 47 - W 35 M 9 - T 10 2 Daughters - 7 & 9 Discovery of EA- 8/4/14 S - 8/5/15 D mentioned - 9/11/14 R & Piecing - 3/17/15 Regard one another as more important than yourselves. - Philippians 2:3