My daughter saw this site on my ipad and showed to to my wife. As a result my wife read all my posts on here hence why im no longer posting. You can imagine her reaction. She was fuming. I have now moved out. Been out 2 weeks. I have seen my wife a few times in that period for mothers day and a couple of school functions for D8. Apart from that we dont talk other than D8 stuff. We dont talk about our marriage, D or R nothing. It is slighlty easier at the moment but i know there will be more tough times ahead. I am keeping busy with work and other stuff. Im still seeing my councillor trying to work through this which is helpful. We split parenting of D8 50/50. D8 seems to be handling well at the moment although i feel very guilty about what has happened. When D8 is not around I miss her terribly. I have good days and bad. I Often dream about my wife which my councillor gave some ineresting expanations for. e.g Still feeling protective about her. I miss her very much but i continue to detach. I have let her go. There is nothing I can do other than move on with my own life moving out of the limbo state I have no idea what the future holds. Im just living one day to the next at the moment thankful for the relatiive calm after the awfulness of the last few months. Still have moments of wondering what the hell has happened but im sure with time they will dissapear
Thanks for asking after me. It means a lot.
Stay strong everyone.
Me:40 W:35 D:8 T:13 M:10 WAW: 7/14 PA Discovered: 1/15 at least 6 months Moved out and moved on
