Need Help 2

[errod]

So W texted us when we were driving home and asked if she could stop by and see D14 when we got home. I said no problem, she said great she will pick up dinner for us since we will be hungry after our 5 hour drive.

When she came over she cooked us dinner instead of picking us dinner up. That is better in my books. She sat down and stayed about 20 minutes and talked.

She said bye to us and was walking down the step to leave. My heart started raising and I ran out behind her. I then said to her "Is there something wrong with me. Why won't you kiss me". She looked at me like I was crazy. I said don't you remember when we first started dating thats exactly what you said to me, when we had our first kiss. She then said she can't because I would get the wrong message and she does not love me and we have to follow through with the divorce.

So yes I backpedaled again. I don't feel to bad about it because I don't think it was a horrible attempt on my part.

I know I probably shouldn't have done what I did. Are short visits a good or bad thing. We find away to bump into each other everyday but no more than like 15 minutes. Is that because she has enough at that point or is it a defense mechanism.

I still am not positive if she actually filed for a divorce yet. I know she had a proposal prepared and she handed it to me but I have not been served yet. Also I hired an attorney on Tuesday and he was going to call and request that her attorney send it to him and he will let me know when he gets it. He still hasn't.