Hello everyone Just checking on, since I've been AWOL for almost a week. My camping trip was great, wonderful pictures and just a nice relaxing time. Now to the Nuts and Bolts of this entire week so far. Monday was kind of a revelation for me. Before my meeting with my Therapist i thought that i had passed my anger phase and i was in acceptance. He stated that he did not believe that i had moved into the acceptance stage, he felt i was suppressing all my anger and he wanted me to dig inside and talk about things that bothered me or came to my mind. I thought i had been angry and moved passed it but, a common trend has continued to happen since DB. Every person that i talk to asks how i can't be furious or livid. It has become obvious that in my mind i thought i was showing my anger but to everyone else i wasn't. I was actually suppressing it. Now though i cannot seem to stop being angry, I feel myself sliding more and more into the anger resentment realm. Me actually acknowledging that i had suppressed my anger has opened Pandora's box and i don't know it that is good or not! are these normal feelings. I know i still love my W but i also feel like i hate her for everything that she has done to ME and US! And to boot i just got notified that my Next duty assignment has been dropped and I am staying here. right were my W and OM are. Just a wild week. thanks for listening
