Part of the problem here is I don't know my mind on this well enough:
I approached H before going out tonight. Said you'd have an update for me in your plans.
"well, I have a place for tomorrow night. I am not sure after that."
"So if you cannot find one, your plan is to come back here?"
"i'm going to do the best I can out there in that big world."
i'm sure you will, and I understand. But I am uncomfortable with the idea that you were going to come back in and out as you please send as you need to."
"you're sure not comfortable with a lot."
"no I definitely am not."
And I left.
So he is going to continue to roost/marinate? I don't think he has any intention of making this right but I just can't believe that he would continue this situation past this point if he doesn't. Someone hit me with a 2x4?
Mid 30's Psych-abusive M with violent tantrums from XH D 9/15; NC forever on
