I don't know what happened. She completely imploded this morning. I haven't been on the receiving end of anger like this in months.

She wants to leave but thinks she can't make it financially. And it's all my fault.

I wasn't a good enough husband.

I screwed her up for life.

She wasted her life and youth on me.

Everything bad that's happening is being done "to" her. mostly by me.

It's like October 2014 all over again.

She wanted an IC this morning, now she rejects the idea, since it won't "fix" her and reestablish her attraction to me. And it's all my fault.

Last edited by Rzrback; 03/19/15 05:38 PM.
Ex Rzrback
Me 43 Her 44
D11, D15
T21, M19
BD 9/9/2014
Piecing

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