Part 16 - edz, just edz

[edz]

Hi Jim

No mog was fine, been sleeping on s's bed since I shooed her away from the clean bedsheets the other day.

Silly little ideas are indeed being investigated one by one like a bag of marbles

Stuff on the end wasnt very clear, thats exactly what I mean, nothing is the end until I say it is even if we divorce up to me what happens next or up to me if I want to walk away tomorrow, I just need to get my heart to catch up with my head on that.

Cant agree with the beach body though, that would take an army of personal trainers, a very good surgeon and possibly CGI to accomplish What I can, will and am doing though is getting away from being a beached whale, now have a much reduced waist, better stamina and can wear normal human clothes - yay does wonders for my opinion of myself. I *even* took a selfie this morning to see how the new shirt looked, couldnt stomach myself (no pun intended) before so mental changes seem to be ingrained now anyway!

Assumptions, when you make an ass out of you and umption!

W texted me after an absense to say s had had some problems whilst out this morning and so wasnt going on screens for the rest of the day, did I want to take him swimming as he could use the exercise (I've taken on PE teacher roles since I'm quite busy nowadays losing this spare tyre) and he was feeling sorry for himself.

Waited a little while and checked the trunks / swimming gear situation and then replied yes. Offered we can all grab a bite afterwards if she's free no reply as yet I have no expectations of her saying yes to be honest, just always ask.

S has a photography lesson day saturday which w booked, I emailed this morning checking to see if she was taking him so I can plan my weekend accordingly. She's emailed me the e-ticket this afternoon (asked her to print - she has the printer since I rarely use one though I may check gumtree for one as this is the second time i've found myself needing one) emailed her back to see if I'm taking him or if she's tagging along (simply as I know she planned it)

Anyway on with finishing up work. Generally Im like the weather right now, generally warming up but I have bright sunny patches then dark and gloomy. Like the british summer I'm hoping it will be one of those rare occasions where it becomes a cracking success but guarding against dissapointment if its a washout

All will be fine, given enough time...