Yeah - that is right up there with death with being a terrible feeling. I remember when a close family member died suddenly, I kept thinking it was a dream and if I could just wake up. This is a very similar feeling as I am sure most of you can relate too. It's like a really bad dream that you just can't wake up from. The reality of it slowly sinks in. I have heard that it often gets worse before it gets better, I hope and pray that is true.
Can't wait until Friday gets here and my L takes command. Until then, I will deflect and not take any calls or texts from WAW. Trying to avoid the storm by laying low.
Trying to thnk of WAW as someone who needs my empathy. That is a tall order I must admit. But I am thinking of her as someone who is not well and is in crisis. That makes it easier to deal with.
