Alpha, I am a stay at home mom. I am an only child and have almost no relationship with my parents. I DO have wonderful friends but just know it is possible to get through this.
I was pregnant when my H walked out and moved in with another woman. Told me he didn't love me, wanted a divorce so he could marry OW and that he might want kids with OW. It was HARD to see him.
You CAN do things. Since you don't have the kids right now go get ANY job. Just to keep you busy. Whatever you can do to keep your mind busy. I know it's hard.
Me: 35 husband:39 Sons 16 and 11 from my first marriage Twins 5 (boy/girl) Daughter 3 Affair bomb 2/27/14 He moved in with ow 3/13/14 OW kicked him out 6/15/14 4/2016 he seeks help for sexual addiction