Trying to Follow DB & DR

[Miman2]

So I went out for myself last night. This was supposed to be a GAL trip for me to have fun and socialize a bit. It was a board game night at one of the local gaming/comic shops.

Things were going fine until one the games I was playing started to slow down. I started looking around the shop. It was a shop we would occasionally go to. The W had mentioned in the past when a birthday or Christmas would come up and she realized she wanted to get me something else she would go there and get something for me. I even saw something on one of the shelves that she got for me this past Christmas. That's when I started losing it.

When it was time to leave I walked through the store seeing hints of hobbies we used to share and by the time I got to the door I was melting down, and by the time I got to the car I was in full melt down.

I guess it was my fault for going to someplace we used to go to together. Yesterday was going great before that. I felt detached, I felt fine. I didn't worry or think about her or what she was up to.