Is it really to late? Who knows....

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Feeling sad today. Still keeping my distance somewhat. Haven't asked him about his jeep project, usually when I walk through the garage we'll talk about it, I'll ask questions about it. I barely went out there today except to take the garbage out and ask him if he was eating dinner. As a matter of fact, I didn't start any conversations with him today except about D13 and dealing with her injury. I wonder how much longer he wants to pretend?

I almost think he senses something different. Going to the store andpreparing dinner the other night, cleaning the kitchen the other morning, asked me if I needed anything when he went out today. He even cleaned the kitchen up after dinner tonight too! Not that he never helps clean up but he hasn't been doing a whole lot of that lately and I don't remember the last time he did it in the evening.

Also, tonight I decided to sit on the couch in "his spot" and watch a show I wanted to watch instead of finding something I knew he would like too. I think I just need to continue distancing myself some, obviously I can't completely considering the situation. I'm a little torn, obviously I want to get along and be friends but I think I'm giving too much of myself.

Ok, I also feel like I'm talking in circles a bit so I'm going to bed now.