Thanks for the response. You are right - what difference does it make?
I am moving on - as you know we are in the process of the big D. I hate every second of it and my WAW appears to relish the opportunity to ditch me and get on to her new and improved life.
I am keeping the "I am already Dead" mantra going inside my head. There is nothing more that can hurt me as I am already dead. I take that to mean, Face the Fear, drop the rope, move on.
My WAW keeps calling and texting me to hurry up with the process. I am undeterred and will move along according to the advice of my L.
For some reason the 23rd Psalm keeps going through my head
The Lord is my Shepard, He maketh me to lie down in green pastures, He leadeth me besides the still waters, He restoreth my Soul, He leadeth me in the path of righteousness for his names sake. Yea though i walk through the Valley of the Shadow of Death, I will fear no evil for thou art with me, they rod and thy staff comfort me. Thous preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies, though annoinest my head with oil, my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.
