V, you have wise words for me and I appreciate it so much. Yes, H made this cycle and now I decided to put a stop on it.
I think it's time I wake up for reality. I am not so young but I have a young and stupid spirit. I may not be a fool, but I am kind of innocent.
I believe in a health and pure R, M, I never cheated on my H, never lied to him either. And I never tough he would play so dirty with my life and my children's life.
Like V, I had enough of the dirty play. I want respect from him and I want my space so I won't hurt as much anymore.
Sweet RD,
Your kind words are so sweet to hear. I have been getting myself thinking about you. Yes...go ahead, you can all laugh now. I am kind of a dreamer. Like to write, have a bachelors in Language.
After my D, when everything settles down and life moves on and the universe is taking good care after myself and there is no more feelings for H, I will go to your country and search for you. So I will die in peace knowing that someone kind like you said all these amazing words to me and I will be at rest.
I don't know how kind you were to your W before DB, I guess we all have been learning and changing so much that now we can be better people, but you are an amazing guy.
So believe, when I am single again I am taking a vacation!!!
