Okay so that ^ is my original thread. Basically , husband of almost 2 years has suddenly come out with ilybinilwy and I want a divorce.. I then found out there's an OW and a EA. But all of this has come as a massive shock as he's always been obsessed with me. But I guess it always comes out of nowhere.
Since he dropped all this on me, he is barely in- usually "working" or "out". To which he will return usually some point the next day. We have a young baby too.
At the moment I'm trying to lovingly distance but he doesn't seem to come any closer with this- in fact I feel further from him.
I've kept myself busy once again today. I can really see my confidence shining through. It helps that people who haven't seen me in a while have all been coming up to H and telling him how good I'm looking.
Inside I do struggle, some days easier than others. Today I've been feeling positive and in the "I'm going to be alright either way" sort of mood. Though other days I find myself weeping over things that remind me of him. But I usually get my act together pretty quick.
A question I do have, I mentioned before about seeing a MC. h says he will go "for closure to prove he's tried" for me, and I obviously want to salvage and get a marriage back on track. In the past few days he has mentioned if I have been in touch with the MC. I explained once to him that if that's what he wants to go for then there's no point wasting money. But he's mentioned it again as to if I've sort of it.. I'm trying to have no expectations or get inside his head, but it just seems to me as though he could be having second thoughts about the D? He is far to stubborn or proud to ever look like he's just changed his mind to me.
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16
