Got up this morning ordered my real estate signs I needed to order. Picked up donuts for my D14 for breakfast. We cleaned the house and now we are packing up to hit the road at 10:30.
No contact with W. I have not initiated contact with her since Sunday. Which may not seem like long to many but anyone that has been following my journey they would see that is a step in the right direction.
I was always right there and never gave her a chance to miss me. I may finally understand what I should have been doing but I may have waited to long and we may to far gone at this point. If I only gave her space months ago when she wanted it when she was just sitting home upset, rather then only now getting the message because she is living a life that does not include me.
Going to the tournament today is emotional for me in another way. My best friend who was 50 years older then me but we talked everyday and went to every High School ball game together passed away last year. This is my first year ever going to States without him with me. I miss him everyday.
Me: 36 W: 36 D: 14 T: 18 (05/1997) M: 16 (05/1999) BD: 7/23/15 Separation 01/2015 D mentioned and started 02/2015 D filed 3/2015 OM confirmed 3/30/15
