I can sound strong but I feel really hurt. I guess I need to go back to my dark days. H is in full speed in his A and I better be away from him to keep myself sane.
Doing D papers now. It socks, but is something necessary for the process. My L said to hang in there and take good care after my health. He told me to prepare for a long road because our next meeting with the judge was set to August 30th.
I don't cry as much anymore, what for me may be not so good. I let myself suffer a lot, go through great deal of emotions, but then it start going away and I feel like letting go.
I am in trouble now, I don't want to let go, but I don't want to hurt anymore... I will let life deal with this, and whatever happen inside me, then it will be.
