At 6:00 W texts D14 and says I guess we are not going to dinner tonight. She said she tried texting me at 1:45 and I never responded so she takes it that I don't want to take her. I honestly never got the message and that is probably a good thing because it made her feel rejected.

We did end up going out to dinner after we got that straightened out. It was kind of awkward. We really are going different directions, with me being out of the loop with the office, not being able to talk about any meaningful topics, and not being able to talk about the future. It really is just small talk.

W said she had fun though and kept thanking me for taking her. D14 was not happy, she said to me why did we have to take her. I said because she isn't going to see you for a few days so I wanted her to have the chance to see you for an hour.

I am so looking forward to tomorrow. Just a chance to get away and let loose. I am not really worried about what W is doing because I already imagined worse case scenerio.

I said nothing that I shouldn't of. I showed absolutely no emotion. I am proud of myself.


Me: 36
W: 36
D: 14
T: 18 (05/1997)
M: 16 (05/1999)
BD: 7/23/15
Separation 01/2015
D mentioned and started 02/2015
D filed 3/2015
OM confirmed 3/30/15