My WAW keeps trying to pressure me into a mediation session. My attorney has
Advised me not to respond. Gosh that is hard to do but I have to respect his process. I take no joy in any of this process and it sickens me to have to do it. My WAW is desperate to get me to the table so she can bully me into concessions I don't want to make. All of this blows.

And to think just a few short months ago my biggest worry was what to fix for supper. Life lesson - life changes in a second and you never know what is in people's hearts and minds.

Mozza tries to I still empathy and yes I do have empathy by trying to remember everyone else is as scared as I am . MoZza you are a better person than I am and I salute you.

My greatest wish is that in the future my family won't judge me to harshly for what I have to do . I will have to be the bad guy to pull the trigger metaphorically. I hope they know that I did it to protect them.

May God have mercy on me


Was made a better person by DB'ers