I need to detach more. Today I needed to stay quiet long in the house. And everyone behaved as everything was totally normal. No yelling, no anger, just normality. And that was disgusting. We behaved like a normal couple, just without any physical contact. There is this huge elephant in the house but we just ignore it. So I can be part of the household without being the husband? A kind of uncle or old friend? I'd rather drop dead than let this happen.
Me 46 W 45 S16 D14 S10 M 20 yrs in June T22 12/14 sleeping in different rooms 01/07/15 she said she wants a separation 02/26/15 I moved out
