Well I just finished doing picking D14 up from school, taking her for ice cream, teaching W how to run checks, taking D14 to Target for some stuff she needs, and then dropping her off at W's
When I dropped her off at W's I was not planning on getting out of the car. But our German Shephard was out there circling the car so I said hi to him. W came over to me and said what are my plans for tonight. I said nothing that I know of. Said have a goodnight and left.
D14 just texted me and said W walked in the house and said why is he acting so happy and weird.. D14 said I don't know but I like it.
W is also confused why D14 asked me to take her to the store on her day.
Yes I heard of cake eating. And yes it crosses my mind but when I dwell on the negatives I get all messed up. For example when I first came on here and everyone was telling me she was having an A, I went into panic mode and kept slipping up.
Like I just told my D14 I love my W. I explained to her the reasons I love my W. I can honestly say this is the first time in 10 months even though I want things to work out more than anything, I will be ok if they don't. I have a support group reaching out to me and I have my D14, who is all I need right now.
D14 asked me when I was driving her home when am I going to date again. My answer was no time soon that as long as I have her everything will be ok.
Me: 36 W: 36 D: 14 T: 18 (05/1997) M: 16 (05/1999) BD: 7/23/15 Separation 01/2015 D mentioned and started 02/2015 D filed 3/2015 OM confirmed 3/30/15
