Yes, he seems all over the place, but he is being able to keep his affair, as he said to me he does not have a R with the OW but he is in contact with her by phone and email.
I am not sure but H is going to Philadelphia on 03/23 and will be back in CO only 4/4, in the middle of his trip he is renting a car and dropping of at NY airport. It sounds really fishy, and it could be that he is going to France again.
H already told me that he is not doing anything with the kids for spring break because he needs to work that week and won't take any days off.
How a man finally makes you feel really disgusted with him? He does not need to pick his nose in public, he just need to disregard his children and his wife will slowly think that she is better off alone.
I do believe that one day he will wake up and realize what he is doing. He does not value anything now. It's sad to see that he is feeling like a victim.
I do love this man, but there are so many things happening that I don't know how much I can take. I feel that I am wasting my time thinking that there is any hope left. Besides the fact that my admiration for him was not always very strong and now it's even less.
I will keep the divorce going. At least I will have my life and the life of my children straight up and with direction. If, just if, he comes back one day, we will see if he has any room left in our hearts. And I say, our hearts because my kids do not want him back anymore. They are hurt and disappointed, and I keep covering up for my H, but at some point I can't cover the sun with one finger.
