As S in hospital, W and I spent a lot of time together yesterday and today.
The brown stuff hit the fan. I backslid (again, I know arghhh) big time. Got emotional due to son being ill (longest ever stay in hospital) and things went downhill. I asked for reassurances and got none. W won't divorce now due to cost but wants a fresh start, can't trust me, doesn't love me, wants to be nice and.amicable for kids.
MIL wants to call police and solicitors over harrassment. Background: w dictating when I can see son, for how long, what time, won't let me speak to doctor etc. A few hours have passed, W calmed down slightly.
I realise this is my LAST CHANCE. If I blow it once more MIL will railroad W through divorce.
BD - 30TH JAN 2015 S - 30TH JAN 2015 PA CONFIRMED - 16TH FEB 2015 (SINCE AT LEAST OCT 2014) CONTINUAL TALK OF D ME: 31 W: 28 T: 10yrs M: 4.5yrs D:5, S:6
