Part 16 - edz, just edz

[edz]

Hi Rd

Oh I know how to waffle better than waffle brothers house of waffles believe me

I do love her, despite everything the past 7 months has thrown, the past 5 years of being sidelined, all of it. I'm suprised sometimes at that realisation.

I certainly have no intention of reverting, this me will continue to try to grow interests and get in better shape than I have been since 1999. Bonding and building my relationship with s is also happening no matter what.

Thanks for the review Rd and everyone else. Sometimes I'm just to close to it all and it goes on in an endless Möbius strip until I'm half mad with it all.

Ultimately I'm carrying through with my 180's they are all actions that are apparent not just empty promises. W told a friend of hers that I'd changed, no thinks I had just I'd changed. Ultimately only she knows if she wants to try for life together again or she wants to take a leap to take responsibility for something new. Right now she's got a foot in both worlds but isnt prepared to take full responsibility to jump fully I suppose I just dont want to be her plan 'b' and face it all again in a decade.

We shall see I suppose.