Zelda - I want it all, all right now.

[susana4]

Oh Z, don't give up hope, people can definitely change, just have a look around these boards to see some of the tremendous changes people are making every day. But bear in mind people have to want to change, and they have to make the small steps to get there.

That's not to say anything about your H, I don't know him and I don't know if he can change. And the violence thing is a huge red flag to me, and I think first and foremost you need to protect yourself.

But you can change, Z, I know it. The good parts are still there. You have been a huge help to me and I'm sure to others on these boards. I think you sound exhausted lately, and maybe you are drained. You mentioned feeling nothing. Maybe you are just too tired and in shock to feel the good parts. But they are there.

((((Z))))