Hi Eda, your pain is coming across mate. It's very hard, atleast if she told you it was over, you could start to move on. I have no advice but for the sucess stories I've read it takes a long long time for the M to be reconciled. It's a marathon and not a sprint. All I can say is the longer it goes on your W will be thinking. She made a choice when she left but she is not moving on completly yet. For all your thinking on it your W is also thinking, the improvements in Edz, the new and great R you have with S. Stay strong mate, my L/C will always tell me of examples that she has witnessed of couples reconciling. It does happen. Your W might be gone now but who knows what she is thinking today, tomorrow, etc. Nothing is over until Edz says it is.
Chin up Edz, thinking positive thoughts for. take care, Rd
