Part 16 - edz, just edz

[edz]

Morning gg

I hope so. Nothing from w last night or this morning so whatever she's doing or thinking she doesn't want to discuss it with me.

Its like there's two of her. The one I see in person and the one when not. Maybe she just puts on a friendly front in person and in front of s, maybe the opposite.

I can't let myself obsess so am trying to pull away right now but its hard. I'm down at the moment and exercise and getting out there don't seem much help to me. Back to fake it until I make it I suppose, not like I have a lot of choice right now.