I believe God chooses challenging, insurmountable situations to prove He exists.
If I stub my toe and live to tell the story, well, few people will become convinced God exists. The cynic won't be convinced by that pathetic turnaround.
However, if I survive cancer with a wayward, selfish husband, no insurance of my own, children who need me and a series of other unfortunate, challenging obstacles...well...God is making a situation where even the most cynical will be hard pressed to say HE doesn't exist.
You have been chosen. I don't know why. I DO know that HE must feel you are up to this challenge if HE chose you. You must be pretty amazing for God to choose you for this incredible challenge.
Yes. I wish HE would stop choosing us for such hard circumstances. I don't get it.
But, I guess you can't have a testimony without a test. You can't show HIS majesty and power without really SHOWING HIS majesty and power.
Moses just had a stick. David just had a rock.
I believe you will be ok and conquer this situation. You are a conqueror and you have been chosen to illustrate HIS POWER.
Go kick the Devil's a$$. :-)
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson