Alpha and WAW - part 2

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Just to add to above, the last 5 minutes.of conversation went downhill. W was.goading m. I asked a question about the ward my mum works on and referred to ward next door that W works on. W thought I meant I was going to expose hee A at work. I resisted talking about it and left. She followed me shouting and finally things got the better of me, I said...what's your bosses name?

Having got home and cooled down, I called W to ask about S and D and school arrangements. Whilst on the phone R comes up. She says she can't see us getting back together cos too much has happened. I decided to play hard ball. I said I wanted to move on with my life and that if either of us were to meet someone else then it would be better if we knew that the ship had sailed regarding our R. I made it clear I'm not pleading etc, I just want to know the situation for both of us.

She asked if I had met someone. I didn't answer. She said she has no plans to.meet anyone ever again (err ok). She seems to have no imminent plans to divorce as she said it is too expensive. She said why can't we just be nice to each other like we have all week? Why are you being nasty?

Earlier I'd mentioned I can't take kids to school and back every day. It's costing me too much. She threw an almighty wobbled. I feel like I'm at the last throw of the dice here.

She said we'd talk about R tomorrow. Call ended on a positive note. I don't knowif I want to speak to her tomorrow. It's equal love/resentment at the moment for my part.