Went to the mall today and picked up some new clothes, something I had not done in a long time. I wanted to look spiffy and improved and to start living for me again. It felt good.
Stopped by Target to get some supplies for the week without the kids and piked up some new make up. Again I want to look good and spiffy. It felt good.
I don't feel like people are staring at me anymore like i used to. It used to feel like every one knew what was going on with me and my screwed up life. Now I know that is just not true and I am kind of enjoying getting into the swing of things - for me.
So I hope this makes up for the crappy day I had yesterday. I am trying to stop feeling sorry for myself. I didn't create this situation and I can't control it.
This week starts my divorce care support group. I am interested to see how that goes. I also start my exercise regimin since i don't have the kids with me.
