Thanks Joe. I'm doing my best. It's difficult to put on that happy face and act like everything is perfect. I feel like I'm lying to the kids. I try to rationalize it as "protecting" instead of "lying". That seems to help. I still feel like I'm lying to them just like the W lied to me.

W is on her way home. Hopefully telling the kids will go as smoothly as possible.

Trying my best to thought stop on the stupid letter. Will not bring it up tonight.


M:42 W:43
T:14 M:10
S:9 D:5
W filed 12/22/14
EA 12/31/14
PA 4/10/15
D final 5/13/15