I have done the most stupid thing I could have. I pushed to hard and we are back to where we started I think again. She wants to leave, and doesn't want anything to so with me. She says I did too much and she can't forget or forgive me. There is nothing to do at this point. I don't think she can fess my leave money wise. The only thing I can do is start over again.
She keeps saying that she will never feel pretty or be able to trust me again. It's hard not to believe all of that this time. I don't know if this is the point to give up or just keep trying with her. I guess really to keep trying means to just let her be, and don't really say much. I'll have too see if I can get anything back, and remember not to push. I was saying I love you, and was making passes at her as well for sex. Nothing major, but I think that drive her away. She said I wanted things she didn't want.
It's tough to try and fix this, and not be trying to be intimate. This all happened quickly, and I thought a few signs meant good things. But I pressed to hard, she said I was being selfish again for my needs only. I thought I was doing this for us, but it was only for me. I hope I can get back to trying to show her things that make her feel that I care about her.
