Just to add to that, she said on the phone I appear a lot brighter. I do feel better from my illness today. She also complained I didn't call or text to see how son was. I said I did text, she called back and then said she'd call later on...but didn't. I also said I've been ill too. She sounded a little disgruntled at this and also said I sound a little off with her on the phone. I said I'm worried about son.

Oh how I hate this. My son is in hospital and I can't be there. W doesn't update me and I get the blame. Some days are really hard. I can't get emotional to W today. How do I remained detached from W when son is laying in hospital?


BD - 30TH JAN 2015
S - 30TH JAN 2015
PA CONFIRMED - 16TH FEB 2015 (SINCE AT LEAST OCT 2014)
CONTINUAL TALK OF D
ME: 31
W: 28
T: 10yrs
M: 4.5yrs
D:5, S:6