TLEE86. Part III

[TLEE86]

MCS, thank you for always responding right when I feel like I'm about to jump off a cliff. You have a very...calming way of posting...hard to describe, very good at validating =)

As my pastor told me, "MCS, going through this yourself with all of the pain must be exhausting, trying to do it and keep the door open must be Impossible"

Ummmm YA you can say that again. and again. and again.

We are witnessing the epic fall of the fantasy and they are trying to do everything possible to bring us with. They're selfish....."I'm miserable, so should everyone else" let it happen, be unwavering, be a leader when the other is weak.

im not sure if she wants me to be miserable as well, but right now, because she has no more plan, and her plans have fallen through, she is definitely more...moody. I AM TRYING to be the rock...trying so [censored] hard. Thank you for the faith and confidence..