Had more chat with her mom today. It sounds like W is pretty much turning against her family. A lot of people tried to approach her. She wouldn't talk to anyone. Her brother leaked to our mutual friends too. Everyone disagrees.
Dangerous situation probably. But right now I give a damn!
I'm extremely mad again. And honestly, if she does what she said, moves forward and quick D me..so be it. I won't help her, I'll take what I'm entitled to. She will lose everything. And ok, I'll be bitter about this for the rest of my life but eventually I'll forgive myself and her and find my happiness elsewhere, with someone who deserves it.
"It was all a big mistake" she said...I should find a girlfriend or marry someone else....
I have to sleep over my bad emotions and anger, maybe I'll feel better tomorrow. But after today I think I've reached another point after which I can move on better. I took enough sh*t from her. It's time I stand very tall for what I personally stand for!!! I'm sick of the games she's playing. I'll control this from this day on in my terms!
I'm excited to read this angry text again tomorrow and see where I stand. But one thing is for sure: I'll be standing!!!!

Last edited by Complex; 03/15/15 03:22 AM.

Me 32 (German) Wife 28
T 3yrs M 2yrs
Moved to US for W
No kids
BD 6/2014
In house separation
Confirmed EA 1/2015
(ongoing since BD)
OM not ready
Real D talk started 1/27/15