Need Help!!!

[errod]

Posting on here and going to the gym are the two things I have been doing to keep my mind active. That is why I am on here 24x7.

Are relationships were very similar then. My W works Mon- Thurs 8-5. When we were living together we would get up together at 6:30 we would both leave the house at 7 she went to the office, I drove D14 to school. I would then go back to the house, workout, play with the dogs, do some light cleaning, and paperwork. She would call me at least once if not twice everyday in this time period. Then I would go to the office at 11:30 until 2:30. We would eat lunch together and I would do what I need to do there. She would come and say hi to me between every patient and kiss me on the head. At 2:30 I would go get D14 from school. Then go home. I would usually get another phone call from W in that time period. W would get home at 5, and make dinner she said that was her hobby. We sat at the dinner table like a family is suppose to. Then if it was summer we would sit out back all night long. If it was winter we usually would watch TV together. Every night year round we would go out in the Hot Tub around 8:00 for a half hour. So yes we were extremely connected. The only thing that mattered was each other. That is why I am struggling with Detaching. She was truly my Best Friend and my Wife. It is a shock when you lose both of them at the same time. She has not yet gone a full day without texting me. This week will be the first time we will go without seeing each other at least once a day since she told me not to go to the office anymore.