Need Help!!!

[errod]

I am so lost. Everywhere I go I think of my W. I have been reading DR for hours today. I did take a two hour nap. I am worn out. Plus I ran 8 miles today.

After reading DR again today I am wondering if there is still something there and that is why we go up and down everyday. But she is just moving so quick to finalize everything.

Plus I am extremely depressed about her asking me to leave the office. She said seeing me there adds to much stress to her day and she has to work with people so she has to be on her A game.

I just feel like every single thing I worked for has been taken from me marriage, business, being a full time dad, my pets, my dream house.

I am also scared I don't know anything but that life. For more then half my time on this earth it has been me and her. We started off sleeping in an apartment sleeping on the floor with no furniture, eating Ramen noodles. To not even having to think of the value of a dollar. With no help from anyone.