Thanks so much Alpha. I hope you feel all better soon. I heard back from H already....

He said that I'm the biggest hero he knows
And that he doesn't feel he deserves the kindness and love he gets from me

He has asked if it is okay with me, for us not to move anything forwards right now
He needs a week to think...

T 13 M 7
Me 48 H 46
SS 15
BD 7.14 PA
D final 5.16 (H filed)

We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus