But, the part that get me. First, I was annoyed he was late for s18. It is literally the ONLY parenting that he does
That's the part that gets you? Huh. I'm guessing there's more somewhere But to the point, if he can't handle that one thing, maybe you should stop expecting him to be able to? Hell, he can't handle taking care of himself if you ask me, and you want him to successfully at least be a parent? Not likely, m'dear. Not now, maybe never. But very certainly not now.
Yay you! Good performance and good news!
As for going home to loneliness? It seems that way for now, but honestly, there will come a time you'll protect that time. For now is it loneliness or just that it's not what you wanted and a different routine you aren't used to yet? There's a difference, Mighty.
AJ
FYI - You ARE the s**t, Mighty. You're friend probably has a hard time holding back from telling you all the time
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
But to the point, if he can't handle that one thing, maybe you should stop expecting him to be able to? Hell, he can't handle taking care of himself if you ask me, and you want him to successfully at least be a parent? Not likely, m'dear. Not now, maybe never. But very certainly not now. 
